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Hey.

So I know that there is a huge chunk of my life I haven't been posting about lately, and I know, you're curious so I'm just going to quickly skim through what's been happening since the start of October.

So the moment October started I was super excited because 1, starting from this month we're only two months away from 2014 and 2, my birthday was not more than a week away. That meant I'd be 13 officially. And yes, that was crazy exciting. So the days leading up to my birthday were really interesting. My family and I took a drive to Ipoh on Saturday because we were going to plant a church and that was very exciting and very fun. During the weekend, I came down with a horrid flu. And then on Sunday a fever hit me. The fever and the flu stayed with me until the day of my birthday. On my birthday I still had a fever so I stayed home from school and that was horrid. Really horrid. It was horrid because I couldn't celebrate my birthday with my friends. I think my birthday was the worst this year. It was the worst because I was sick that day. It was the worst because for some reason my mom got really upset with me and started scolding me really bad. And it was the worst because I couldn't o to school and celebrate it with all the people I cared about. The only good part about my birthday is that I got to celebrate it with Jenna and Blessing and Deborah in the evening at Jenna and Blessing's house and that was actually quite nice, and also a lot of people wished me happy birthday on Facebook so I guess that was okay.

October the 9th was the day Matt and I started a friendship as pun buddies. Yes, he and I share a love for puns and that's definitely something. To start off, Matt messaged me privately on FB telling me to gather more puns and all that. And then the next day or something he messaged me with a pun and we started chatting a bit and that's how it all started. Matt's a nice person. And lately we've been talking a lot, mostly sharing lame/stupid/awful/awesome puns with each other and also sharing good music.

Moving on.

This month our school welcomed a new class, the P5s. The best part about this is that Justin, Justin Goh, Brianna and Darrel are in that class which means I get to see my church friends 6 days a week. Which really rocks, to be honest. The P5s are great. A lot of them are super friendly but there's a number of them that I don't really know / are really shy. But well, it takes time I guess.
School's good. Just recently we got a math test and well, I didn't fail. I got 63% and honestly, that made me really happy. I was super worried about what the outcome was going to be because on the previous test I got a 26%. So getting 63% made me really happy. My parents say I could've done better, but they always say that to everything I achieve so I'm just gonna take it slow.

Overall, I think October's been pretty depressing. I've been constantly finding myself in trouble with my parents, I'm always upset, depressed or grumpy. The only time I'm happy is either when I'm at school, in bed, or alone in my room. I really want to change things but everything is just so ughhhh. I really need to get things right with everything. With my parents, my family, actually, God, studies and my life.

I'm pretty sure a lot more happened in October but I'm just highlighting the parts I remember the most and also I'm pretty tired cause it's midnight and also because I don't really wanna talk about this month anymore.

I'm kinda glad that October's ending. Hopefully November'll be good.

Also, I will not be putting lyrics as my post titles anymore because sometimes I can't find lyrics that suit my mood and also because they makes no sense and are mostly utter baloney. I'll put lyrics when I want to.

Alright thanks for reading and hopefully I'll be able to update more often.

xx.